My beautiful sister, Lisa Marie
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Cause of Death

Hello Sister,
I got a call today from the M.E. He told me that your cause of death was from empyema and septic shock caused by pneumonia in your left lung.
That makes me sad that you suffered like that before you died. Like you havent suffered enough in your life??

I was at Lauras house the other night, and we began to cry about you. I always want to cry about and for you lately.
Im thinking about seeing a grief councelor. some days are just too hard. When I had the thought the other night about suicide, that scared me. But you opened my eyes that it wasnt the answer.

I tried to take a break from TTC, and today, you put the idea back into my head. Whats up your sleeve, sister? I cant afford seeing a specialist. Ask God if he would let my OB help just abit more.

Quoting Garth Brooks: " I probally could've missed the pain, but I would of had to miss the dance." We had a good dance, Lisa. It wasn't always the smoothest rhythm, but at times, it was great, and I wouldnt trade one of those great times for anything.

I love you more than you know, sister.

My Dearest Sister

Lisa,
Its late tonight, but I wanted you to know that I cried about your passing today.
I miss you soooo much, its starting to kill me.
I'm going to be seeing a therapist soon, because I need someone other than me to help me with this.

You were my family. No matter how many other real biological family we had, you were my real only family.
Now you're gone, what do I do????????????